I feel empty and drained

There is no thought

Just empty

God promised me Joy

So I will seek it

I will seek Joy in him

Sometimes I feel like I can't find it

But it was promised to me

Therefore it must be there

Maybe I will receive in it in just a little while

Maybe I must endure a little while longer

If so

I am at peace with that

I have come to God

I have come to see his wonders

I know I have the ability to be filled

But I must keep fighting