i spun you through my life as you wove in and out both of us as spiders making a silk web that destroys when the rain comes. i wanted to be your permant home i wanted the storms i wanted the torn silk, but preferably only on my bed sheets if you missed our house as much as i do wouldnβt you come back to repair the foundation? i know you missed the way i looked in a door frame a silhouette of your grown manβs dream please when you return ignore the unmoved lawn ignore the cracked ceilings do not feel ashamed the front door will always be open for you.