My boyfriend hit me yesterday, but it's okay. He was just mad. He called me a ***** today, but it's okay. I guess I did look at someone other than him. He choked me today, but I know he was playing. It was only for 5 seconds this time. My boyfriend said he hated me today, but I know he doesn't mean it. He loves me. He threatened to **** me today but he didn't. He killed me the day after. Choking me to long, losing air, and dying. It was my fault. It was toxic and I should have left. But I thought he loved me…...