I've come to discover
That maybe it's better if I'm alone
I'll hate it
It'll just be a copy and paste
Some day my smile will be like the sun beaming from my face
Then I'll go back to wallowing in my own self-deprecation
You won't be able to keep up the pace
I'll push you away
You can try and stay but there's no guarantee
You'll probably up and flee
For your own safety
Which I understand
So I'll stay in my own little world
Up in my ****** up head
I'll lay in bed
And think of what could've been
As I feel my past sin
Corrupting my soul
Losing my happiness temporarily
As a whole