i sit and wonder how. i often wonder why. is this world only illusion draw conclusions in the sky. making shapes out of the clouds, sharing poetry with trees. bare-foot, ***** headed, wind surrounding bringing ease to my worries. the birds, they listen to my stories. they often speak back. pure abundance, no lack. variety a plenty. full of life, never empty. but i am empty when i do not visit, much rather stay in-doors. so eager to explore yet still afraid. more so amazed at your stillness and your will to carry on so firm and strong. holding the key to nature's song. i call you tree, but you are me. you are all i wish to be. you are all i wish to see.