razors and blades and blood and scars lost my faith in a worls that's ours **** happens life is cruel and i'm the little ****** fool that life chose to **** ashes and cigarettes and cigarette burns i'm in a little room the walls cave in and it turns and i,m losing my mind with every inch my head is getting messed up my life gets more ****** up i can't handle this **** anymore my head is a hot potato everyone throws around my head sleeps to sorrows sound it's been long and now it's my lullaby and i'm stuck in these circles and time is passing by it's passing me by