Crack
Hear the sound
Of Another broken shell
Hop over here, carefully glancing around
I’ve grown better
Yet still hear the breaking from within
From time to time
I almost think I’ve emptied the carton
Look again and see I have yet to begin
Dozens broken, dozens left
******* want to die

Every conversation
Never really know
Love him yet to leave him
Will never even show
Terrified yet mesmerized
I’m no longer scared
Break me again, my fragile shell
Eternally cracked within

What’s the point of trying to escape?
Can’t leave
Can’t stay
Can’t be anything
Too dramatic
Too careless
**** I hate myself

Leaving him does nothing
It’s the haunting from within

Im imperfect
I’m not worth it
But I love you so much

Want to love
Don’t know how
To show I care
Not anymore
Minds perverted
I’m so unaware

Lost
Yet still hoping
To find the light
Maybe someday he’ll love me
And give me back my sight