i wish that just once you would look at me for who i am, not the one with a mask.
here you are with me. here you are joking.
you look at me with your enchanting eyes. you smile at me with your crooked grin.
all we do is joke. all we do is fake. i wish that one-day we can go beyond that.
maybe you don't love me. maybe we're nothing more than friends, than acquaintances.
you're with her, not me.
here i am, alone...
wrote this in grade nine french class because i was feeling down that my crush didn't like me the way i liked him. what's worse is that he liked my best friend and she felt the same way. she betrayed me and girl code.