Let go of the sharp metal, and throw away the pills. Start collecting rose petals, and appreciating cheap thrills. This is how I died— without actually dying.
I removed all the toxicity found in this silent vicinity. And I turned to my laptop screen The wallpaper was you with a grin.
That moment I knew, I knew it well. It was you—
For whom I fell. I loved you deeper, with a greater force. But it was really bitter when you confirmed my hopes were false.
You stood by her, Your warm hand protecting hers from the cold air, You clearly are a great lover, But why am I on despair?
So dear, this is for you, Who made me feel dead while breathing— who made me feel dead without actually dying.