I shatter, like a broken glass knocked off a table by a careless hand, like a pretty vase toppled over by the wind, so be careful with me. After each day I put my pieces to bed, try to get comfortable, and set an alarm for the morning, somehow. I wake up early, put myself back together again, shaky, unsure. I start like a jigsaw puzzle, on the outside and work my way in, So that if I donβt finish before I go, I can keep my unfinished insides hidden; no one will have to know.