Forever lost in a thought
Never remembering what was forgot
As Many Memories fade
Fewer memories get made
Why am i here
I'm just wasting my time
As i write
High as a kite
All i can think
Is why why why
“Why what”
I'm not to sure
Why to everything
“That's just absurd”
“You're living the life
That many people crave”
That is true
But This is not what i chose
But what i was gave
Yes it is good
Yes it is wonderful
But something's not right
Every second feels like fight or flight
This is a life
This is not a fight
An internal struggle
Between dark and light
I miss sobriety
As if it was a dear friend
Knowing i'll never meet then again
Until the very end