i’m falling ever further, ever deeper
into the pit you’ve dug out for me
this is my abode, i welcome you
serenaded by the entrance sounds
can you hear them howling your name?
eyes ever watching, can you feel their gaze?
one once asked
“have you ever been alone in a crowded room?”
i feel crowded even when alone
especially in this godforsaken hole
i can’t remove the stains you ask of me
what is it you want from me, anyways?
perfection, perfection, perfection
i will never be enough for you
i will burn these bridges down
that led me straight to you
i will watch you burn
there is no end.