I put on a little black dress, it was short, and my mother would not have approved. Then I slipped into a pair of five-inch-high Jimmy Choos. I poked some diamond stud earrings through my ears, they were the round, pretty ones you gave me for Christmas last year. I painted my lips dark red and my eyelids shimmery gold, then I pulled on my black pea coat, and headed out into the cold. I walked a couple blocks until I reached the bus stop, wanting to go somewhere new, change my name, and get lost. Thought if I looked real nice, all elegant and ****, I could disappear from everything I've been dealing with. I could start over new, maybe in L.A., I could wear that little black dress and it would all be okay. And as I stood there, under the street lights in the cold, I stared down at my feet, and let the reality of it unfold. I could dress myself up, and try to skip out of town, but that's no way to live, I'd just be wandering around. The truth of it all, and what I must accept, is that no one's life is perfect, not even in a little black dress.