Motionless in your bed,
Voices echoing in your head,
Memories flowing in and out,
So many regrets,
Too many things I should have gone without...

I'm lost and it kills me,
Inside,
I'm numb inside,
Waves crashing over me,
Somehow I live,
Somehow I need it,
Just to go on;
Those toxic waves,
That artificial happiness,
The feeling of being alive...

- Jay M
March 25th, 2019