I'm sorry, I'm hungry

You've been on my mind 
for some time now.
My desire is spreading
Wildfire, burning the pages
Of your book in my memories
Miss your smile. 
Miss your talk. 
Miss your body. 
I miss you. 
I understand, 
but I'm stubborn, 
why I can't reach you
left here all alone,
cold 
hungry 
starving
for you, 
feeling empty 
of you. 
I crave you. 
I want you

I'm not blind
I understand
Love and lust.
I don’t think you ever loved me
I just satisfied your cravings.

My thirst won't be quenched
Now open are my eyes 
I'm moving on, more
Thinking of, you less
But, from deep in my soul
I feel you must know 
that I was longing for you
on Sunday.