The Sadness gets to me

It eats me up inside.

It makes me feel Guilty

For things that coincide.

Every single Moment

I feel I am wrong.

I am Here instead of There

And Here is where I should be.

But There is so important

It makes me feel Guilty.

I cannot turn back now

For I am building my future.

But the Thought of not being there

Makes me feel like my heart needs sutures.

I can only Hope

That I can be There

Before I have to say Goodbye.

For if I am Here

And not There

I will want to Wallow and Die.