I lay awake in the silent dead of night,
the sound of the heat kicking and echoing throughout the walls,
silently holding in the tears, suppressing myself in a dark and gloomy room,
hoping that happiness and satisfaction may soon bloom,

Every emotion that has been held within and left unseen,
are now left scattered and strewed out on the carpet floor,
displaying through my tear struck face,
memories begin to surface, like broken promises that you swore,

You broke me down to nothing,
you left me here to all alone rot,
yet there's unquestionably nothing that I could do,
but sit here with my heart in pieces, quietly in thought,

I know you love me not,
I know new love you've acquired,
I know you have forgotten me,
I know im not what you desired,

I shall never be the same,
i've been beaten black and blue,
my life's been twisted all around,
ever since I met You