I want you to chase me when I walk away. To put in a little effort. Show me you care, Show me that you want me around. Show me you want me here. I need your reassurance, Someone’s.. Anyone’s.. Preferably yours.
I want you to pay attention to me. I want your time. No scheduling, No planning. I want to see you whenever we’re free. No sneaking, No meetups. I want someone to see When I wake up. Day after day, Month after month, I want years with the same one . I want to appreciate every single second Every breath I take in your presence I want to Cherish every accidental touch Every smile that lights up your face Every word that makes my heart race I want the same Friday nights movie dates I want the “I’m on my way home , You want a milkshake?” A “text me when you make it home, So I know you’re safe.” I want there to be no distance between our minds. I wanna know all of your thoughts , And I want you to want to know all of mine.
I want you to have time for me . Don’t make time when you’re free, Like you have to put a reminder in your schedule Just to see me. Saying you miss me Knowing you only miss the pleasure I can bring you. I want you to want my mind as much as you want what’s between my thighs.
I want to be known By you. Truly. I wanna fall in love with your words because I know they’re true not because you’re only saying them because they’ll benefit you. I want more from you than you can offer me. Even if I have to beg, I’d beg For you to **** me instead. Just off me! Only two things I plead The fifth and insanity. I want more things than I deserve to want. Because the thing about “I deserve” Is that you don’t deserve a thing In life, except the right to breathe.
So, what do I want you ask? I want someone to want me.
Everyone kept asking me what I wanted for Christmas and all I wanted was to feel wanted. I didn’t get that though.