i want to write about him. to capture his essence between pages, like a flower plucked and left to dry.
the way his pink lips bowed, the soft curve of his neck, the muscled ***** of his shoulders, the valley of his lower back.
i want to preserve his image, his brown hair, smooth, tan skin, and shining eyes.
i want to press the feather-light caresses, hold them between the paper pages of some long forgotten book. i want to remember every second, every tiny instant, of our love.
i wrote this ages ago after a breakup. i certainly don't look back like this any more, it's been years.