With eyes open it's all black. Surrounding Encased by dark and heavy emotions: Thinking if I am alone, just heightens The walls as I grip preparing to swing To surpass the thoughts of no good doing; By believing in true self with no harm; Where words are judged to notify alarms That brings tunes where sorrow melodies ring. The frustration moves to show the sky blue, Knowing my strength is never far away, Unclear: Why is being together *******? Thwarted, trying to keep my sea at bay Fearful to escape this prison I grew To truly be true to my chimes in prayer.