I remember I was scared to death the first time I had a girl alone with me I remember thinking do I just pull it out and present it Or do I wait for her to ask to see it or do I just sit here and talk untill she says "are we gonna do this" Or do I go "are we gonna do this" instead we watched like 2 hours of random tv, talked, I showed my Tattoos she Showed me ones that she will be getting someday on her body. And then it Happened the sign The flip of the hair The little Flutter of the eyes I knew I had to make my move So I said "I've been looking at you since I first saw you and wondered what'd be like to kiss you" she says "well are you gonna keep wondering or do it" We begin to make out in the back of my head im praying she doesnt start using tounge because im horrible at french kissing. Luckily it didn't happen As I begin to rub her back I unsnap her braw with one hand which I never did before that. The shirt came off smoothly and I looked at a set of amazing little perky *******. I tasted her flesh surrounding this tender area and took my shirt off revealing my skrany tatted up body. She began to push down on me and soon as was on my back and she was Hovered over me. I remember thinking to myself THIS IS AWESOME. just as she thought she was in controll I flipped her over brushed my hands down her hips. AND IT HAPPENED the moment you know your getting laid (my brother told me this before) The slight arch of her back just enough for me to remove her pants in a swift motion. The rest is history or should I say Herstory. I remember the next day going to school and later on seeing her at parties and eventually I never seen her again somehow or another she just vanished to this day I dont Know where she is but **** can I remember everything about that night her outfit down to her ear rings what song I had playing (Tupac How do You Want It) the nervous tick I do with my thumb nails clicking them haha. she asked me if This was my first time ( I replied yes) She told me that I was her first also (not like first) but first time actaully being made love too. she said I knew exactly what to do and that she never had a man actaully take his time with her. I brushed her hair back and whispered in her ear ( in all the seas and all the lakes I found mermaid by mistake) my little way of saying she was speacil. I've never found another mermaid is what im getting at and honestly after all the girls past present a future I'll never have another night like that so if your out there Aubrey this writings for you