i wonder if you ever think of me when you see butterflies fluttering past when you see an old book with yellowing pages when you see daisies for sale at the farmers market when you see gorgeous castles with large libraries when you hear thunder pound on the roof at night when you read poetry and see the profound meanings that lay behind it when you smell lavender and incense float past you do they remind you of me? of all the moments and hundreds of conversations we had? do you ever get reminded of all the things that make up me? i remember all the things you used to write down about me so you wouldn't forget them and i wonder if they stuck and ever remind you
and if they do, i deep down secretly hope that it hurts