She looked over the edge, down towards the water. The bridge was the gray of steel and concrete. She saw her breath through the October air, shallow yet long and steady. Her face held no expression, numb. And she fixated her eyes on the dark center of the river below. The coasts were always so pretty, tidied up with a thin, blue line. But right down the middle lay the deepest part. And it was darker than the shoes in her hands. And it all moved forward, moving on down the line, ever changing, as nothing changes. As if nothing mattered. She took a deep breath.