i wish i never be a fish, the sad little, sensitive, unappreciative. i wish i never knew how it feels to feel a thing if in the end i couldn’t even bare to feel anything. i wish i wish i wish, i wish i knew if i would be this suffocated, i wish i never tried just to fall into the groud, i wish i never be born.
i hate my birthday so much because this is the first day ever of my life that **** happens to me. yet the worst of all the time through the year is always my birthday every year. i dont even care anymore. nothing is matter.