You picnic alone just to feel the warmth Of the sun, then hide in the shadows To watch the robin-red roses sway and Try to dance in the breeze. You smile lifelessly At those others consider close to you-
You are like a hollow shell, but they see far From that. You know they are right because you feel The nights of endless, restless sleeplessness; the apathy You hold for yourself. It is a worthless weight Wrapped across your body, and you put it there. They value
You, they care about you, so they scrub free that filth They see you put there. They try to feed you, include you, Make you see, so one day when you wake From this you can live, but right now you crave sleep.