I will stand on the beach with my feet buried in the cold sand, a few cuts never hurt anyone. When I look out at the crashing waves my eyes fixed on the blue I start to walk I walk until my legs are pins and needles until the clothes on my back washes away and I am nothing more that the sum of my parts, A beating heart Speckled skin My tears turn to pearls. I walk until water becomes air and suddenly the cold doesnβt bother me anymore. I want to keep walking until water fills my brain and washes me away. I think to myself today feels like a good day to cross the ocean, Today feels like a good day to leave it all behind.