You penetrate me
Not in the way most people would think
Like a dagger in my heart, you stab me through the chest
Making it hard to breathe
I find myself gasping for air around you
Hoping you won’t notice what you have done to me
My heart longs for you to remove it, to let me breathe
But if I breathe that means I can speak
If I can speak then what will I say?
Say that I love you and know that you won’t say the same
But what if you do?
What does it mean?
So look, we aren’t official
But you are officially the one I want
I’m done talking and looking, done with the others
So I know we’re taking it slow
Like a turtle or a snail
But sometimes I want to go faster like a dog chasing it’s tail
And just like that my mind runs in circles
Getting dizzy from the thinking and wishing
Getting tired of the wanting and longing
When in my heart I know what I want
And what I want is you
For you to just hold me and call me yours
To feel all of your love as it is wrapped up in mine
We can hold each other like a blanket, stay warm and comfortable forever
You will keep me safe
And babe I can promise I won’t ever let you get cold