Witness of broken promises Bearer of complete unhappiness Deep down inside the unknown Feelings are forgotten and thrown
~ You disappoint me and let me down I am afraid to act strange 'cause I don't want seeing you sad.
Looking for a new place to begin, Feeling like it's hard to understand, But as long as you still keep peppering the pill, You'll find a way to spit it out again
<the title is a song, note is the song's chorus, song was written by Alex Turner for a film called "submarine", a UK coming of age film or deeper rom/com released in 2010(i think) a really good movie, not connected to this poem, tho.