I often can’t stand
This blade in my hand
Alone with this sorrow
Feeling like, theres no tomorrow
Living in despair
there's toxicity in the air,
This isn't fair…
These feelings of gloom
when i enter the room

All this terror and fright,
Most days i lay awake at night,
The friends in my head
disfigure my thoughts
Rearrange my feelings
Ought to blame me

But still persistent
drag me down
Push me around
I don't know why I keep you around
You've destroyed my every thought
But you're all I've got
So i can avoid the darkness from my mind
My sadness hides behind.

Im completely hopeless
It's all I can tell myself

But i know im lying
I do anything
Just avoid feeling like dying
I wanna leave this insanity
called humanity