The anxiety I feel is a thunder storm brewing in my stomach It looms like dark heavy clouds, wringing droplets of sweat from my forehead like a tightly twisted towel of wet hair My thoughts are as agitated as a swarm of locusts in their gregarious phase stuck inside my body They beat against the curvature of my ribs like paranoid mockingbirds repeatedly warding off their reflections on windows
Fear feeds off the burning acid surging around the pounding fist between my lungs The tunnel entry to my throat is dry my breaths short and shallow I’m drowning in my own inward tears frantically waving my paralyzed arms I have only myself to save myself Then, a split in the clouds snatches my attention focusing on searching for safer ground I methodically breath deep and slow to find my onward way I look back, exhausted, with a sense of close call, a narrow escape... Wondering if next time I’ll make it