It's the chase the irresistible impulse the irksome wanting --often undefined and vague- not despair or angst more restlessness and discontent a strong hint of emotional thirst and too often in desperation the blind plunge into some void alas! the common inheritance of heart and mind so prevalent heedless of any dire consequence--
but there's no enlightenment nor light at the further end only the mocking sneer of time and foreboding darkness at the bend.