I don't know where my life is going but I'm sure of where it's been. The ups and downs of happy and sad from the beginning to the end. Roads i traveled, knowing they were wrong from the start. Others left wreched scars on my heart It's hard not to second guess yourself when life's highways have put you through hell. So many ups and downs, from a smoke filled room where only the poor were allowed to the glitz and the glamour of only the rich crowd. I've witnessed very little loyalty from family and friends The cruel and conniving actions were more than I could stand. I learned it was safer to stand with my back against a wall. Otherwise I would be setting myself up to fall. Words we use are only just words as it's our actions that prove to be true. So easy to say, so much harder to carry through..