charming strangers
by lightinthedarknesspoetry
Wistful, cheerless,
used to be brave,
and fearless.
Liars, haters
have been walking,
around me these days.
Charming, well educated,
that's who you showed to me
before you shot me
I thought you
were charming.
I thought you
were well educated.
I thought you
needed me.
It's all gone
when you left me.
I was just looking
for some friends,
Now; I'm only looking
for the real ones.
Couldn't realize which
ones were fake before,
When did hellos start
to be called as goodbyes,
After some while, I
know which ones are.
Couldn't stand to this
anymore, faded,
Feeling so alone in
this crowded room,
Can't love like this,
it has exceeded,
Feeling like I've
overdosed. Wasted.
Every colour was taking
me back to you,
Every mark was pushing
me away from you.
Spring hasn't begun yet.
It was not warm at all.
Just cold with sadness,
darkness with secrets,
strangers with lies.
Charming strangers
are everywhere.
They've been around
for centuries.
They look like
Venus or Mars,
inside they're
like black holes.
Pluto who I've
always been.
An outsider?
no, no, no
A fighter.
☾ M. E. Kuşaslan ✩
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