I think I will never forget

The way you manipulate me like I was one of you game

You cry when I left and you smile when I got hurt

You knew so much how to hurt me

And I protect myself so much not to let you do it but it continues to run in my veines: this voice telling me it hurts first because it felt so good back then

It should last long because I am supposed not to beleive it

And I stay and you go

And I think and you forget

I wanted you to forget me so much so I could think about you evyday knowing that you will push me away

But tonight I just want to hug