don't talk to me
I'm not in a good place
left my head in the shower to breathe

you're talking about yourself
what happened to my feelings
I wasn't going to change
I'll still say I'm okay

don't talk to me
I'm a loser
fallen
let me catch up
catching on loose ends

funny how
I'm always alone

little rolling stone
I tell myself
what could I do
convince myself
give into a white lie
it never ends

what if I color my hands yellow
will I hold myself
happier

should I drink lemonade
order a yellow cake

I'll forget
it never ends