don't get me wrong
i don't enjoy being alone
but i believe that i'm nothing
to everyone i know
so its hard to muster up
a smile everyday
even doing that
will make them call me fake
i want to make them happy
but i know i can't
the same fist to my face
is also my helping hand
confused by other people
they just can't see
who i really am
so they can't love me