Bubbles float to the top, perfect crystal spheres Crushing blackness swallows me whole, nothing to see or hear I know you’re wondering how I ended up in this deep despair You see, dying a silent death was never really something to fear It’s 3:30 am & I’m alone, riding my bike along the seaside Stars shining brightly in this cloudless night, nowhere for them to hide Glistening wet sand, being swiftly left behind The lack of noise, perfect for my cluttered mind One step closer to the end , and I no longer feel my heartbeat Cold, wet, sand wrapping around every inch of my feet No one needed to tell me that the water would be deep Tears mixing with the ocean, it’s now the water’s secret to keep Falling deeper, losing consciousness, letting the current carry me The darkness is beautiful,so soothing when there’s nothing to see This is it to me, but you maybe thinking this can’t be But this is exactly what you think it is, this is suicidal poetry