I feel astonished. It has been almost 4 years since I have posted a piece here and it has caused me to reflect and look at my life. Last time I posted, I went through a break up from a toxic relationship This time I post, I am in a healthy relationship. Last time I posted, I was innocent and living life like their was no consequences This time I post, I have experienced things not many people get a chance to or rather not. Last time I posted, I had no idea what I wanted in life, heck I didn't even know how to socialize with people. This time I post, I have gotten out of my comfort zone and started pursuing a career that brings me to help people. Last time I posted, I was scared to find myself not knowing if I was going to live to this date This time I post, I find myself grateful to have. How I Feel? I feel amazed.