frays from ripped pages forced cover up art wrinkles from excess ink makeshift scrap-booking all to hide hide everything i wish to forget everything that was worth writing down omitting names to avoid writing them away or into existence code words i'll never remember because i don't want imagine lying to yourself everyday imagine teasing yourself with the truth imagine covering reality with stickers
i have kept a diary for all four years of high school i started re-reading them and found i censor myself as though that'll stop me from remembering every moment