i went from craving desires, sxxxually. to spurning alliance, definitely. from the stroking of ego, walls evasively caressed; to a glimpse of all thatβs righteous, & a conscience yet undressed. drowning in depth of intimacy, clouding respective intuity. fxxxcking the **** out of my actuality. in reality, there was no mutuality. only a tempered battle flee, consisting of my soulβs attempted plea, to be free.