Early in the midst of a chaotic frenzy I caught the fragrance of her sweat grin And my heart did a swirling spin When I saw that vision of ****** delight
There I stood Alone in a somehow too dismal room Full of vibrant people I knew not what to say
So, I spent that dismal day Thinking dismal morbid thoughts of lugubrious doom Thoughts what might happen that day And what might have been if I had the courage to say Hello
Thus, it went Years after ever melancholy year Days after ever gloomy days Nights of self-induced torture
Months of nightly rancid beer There it went
Now I am sitting and thinking Thoughts so gloomy I still donβt know
Life belongs to the living Not to the morbid mystic dreamers Nor the poets dying
published along with depressed morbid nights in rosette Maleficarum https://rosettemaleficarum.wordpress.com/2017/10/30/depressed-morbid-nights-by-john-cosmos-aller/