it's hard to ask for advice when you feel like you don't deserve it it's hard to want to be happy when you've never been anything like it it's hard to want to change when you feel like you can't ever it's hard to want to feel whole when you can never keep it together.
it's been tough these days. these poems are really just here to help me cope with all this. i wish they never have to be my constant inspiration in writing these things because if you think about it, thats a really sucky situation to be in.