i will write in the way that I used to
and i will smile in a way that is true i will fight for myself and my love until happiness becomes my virtue i will breathe all the air that comes to me even if poison is all there to give i will write, i will fight, i will breathe, i will live.
one day i will leave this world
this world with four walls confining me i will make wings that can fly and turn me into a person so humble and wise i’ll be free from rules and regulations and one day this world will be mine one day i’ll grow my own way one day i’ll grow in my own time.
used this for a project at school ****
there’s a character in my story
whose heart got split in half used to be the brightest little ball of energy until his heartbreak spelled him sad i was worried when writing this character he felt unrealistic and made no sense until yesterday when my heart got broken and suddenly he and i are sharing the same dance.
based on a true story lol
i miss you, my life,
my love, my inspiration i miss how easy it was for me to stay happy in elation i miss being alone and not caring what people think i miss the way i write and all the smiles my words would bring i miss that life of no worries where laughter defined the world where i could be myself and no other never minding the hurt i miss the future that should’ve been mine if things hadn’t turned out this way i miss the way the trees used to dance before all the leaves flew away.
how can i smile,
when happiness has been taken from me? how can i give, when all has been gone from me? how can i laugh, when humor means nothing to me? how can i live, when my life has slipped away from me?
the farther you let
the corners of your lips reach high, high up, the more painful it is going down, down, down.
i’ve replaced happiness with obedience
a smile with fruitfulness laughter with silence emotions with effectiveness.
smiles, and the lack of it