suffering Clots in my gut humanity gurgles In my throat holes drilled into the Veins of the earth as i taste a country drenched in colonIzed blood on my Lips a melting arctIc leaks from my eyes weStern destinies fester in my chest as the fissures in its surface smoke my lungs out like burning gAsoline i can Touch each pole with the pads of my fingers and shake the glassy world one day i will lay flat and press my tongue agaInst the world and feel it dissOlve in my mouth like the fizzy tablet of Nothing it is