I was terrified of meeting your eyes cause I knew the truth it holds Was it only my imagination when I caught a glimpse of love in your eyes? Then I realize that you were looking right at her You were fixated on her beautiful flaws That made her who she is That made you fall deeply in love with life, most especially, with her
I admired your undeniable love for her from afar No one knows how shattered my soul was that night Sitting on the bathroom floor with the lights off Crying my heart out Asking when will the pain stop Not even thrilled what tomorrow has in store for someone full of despair Darkness was the thing I craved for It became a necessity And hope was out of the question