It's a true freedom. This blessing of life. It's not the approaching new year, Its the miracles raining upon my soul, this lack of fear. I almost died, lost my freedom, lost my home, car and hurt for my loved ones. I am so undeserving. This grace Jehovah has me cushioned into the Palm of His Hand. My life radiates with Joy . I thought I could never feel like this. I needed this traffic interception in the wilderness of my fields. Far from what I left as a home. Hit anything hard enough and something is bound to happen. I want to scream in the abundance of clean Air and feel like a little child running in a park. Lord Jehovah found me lying in the Utah fields of clay He formed me from my living death and gave me another cherished joyful day.