A solo holiday season It's not that Bad I have freedom to sing my own versions of Christmas Carols Have my own dinner party Watch some movies And feel the Happiness of Self Company. Five years rolling. Who's counting? At least people think of me. At least I know that my lost loved ones' spirits are with me So I raise a toast, to yet another solo holiday.... Where I can cherish their memories Reach out to those who care Enjoy another winter day..... And write new futures which shall out do the Rocky Roads I've traveled In my life's history.