I'm too scared to act, to commit to what I'm feelin' On the outside I am calm but my mind and soul are reelin'
my body is a temple to a god I don't believe in, and I'm locked in here.
Everybody everybody tells me it's ok, that it's always been this way "just you wait another day." Everybody everybody seems to be so strong I believe that something's wrong Somehow I have turned out wrong.
I'm terrified, cold, want to die want to live. I'm to weak to hold a grudge but not quite ready to forgive.
My mind is dripping, dripping through that metaphoric sieve. But I'm still in here.
Everybody everybody tells me it's ok, that it's always been this way "just you wait another day." Everybody everybody seems to be so strong I believe that something's wrong Somehow I have turned out wrong.
And I feel the eyes behind me they're watching, watching, watching. And I feel the eyes behind me as they stare. And I feel the eyes behind me, they're watching, watching, watching. Can't escape, I can't escape, 'cause I'M TRAPPED IN HERE.
Everybody everybody tells me it's ok, that it's always been this way "just you wait another day." Everybody everybody seems to be so strong I believe that something's wrong Somehow I have turned out wrong.
So very wrong.
anxiety/depression's a *****. One wants you to **** yourself, and one makes you scared of death.