starry eyed gaze
wanders into
the
starry eyed haze
seeking clarity
such a murky night
I pray to you
pray for you
Miles apart
Oceans away
***** desire
strikes me
hits me
like lightning
dark
thoughts
takes over
the
higher power
trying to stop me
One again, I am alone
Once again, I am on my own
I am completely in the darkness
The relapse has begun