Have you ever felt like you're drowning but you can see everyone around you breathing?
I just don't know what to do anymore.
I've had to deal with far too much to just be okay anymore.
I don't know
I just don't want to have to wake up and have to worry weather or not something else is going to happen.
I just feel like the day to day is a struggle for me and everyone else is just fine
I just feel like everyone wants something from me.
Everyone expects something for me and I can't deliver
Or wants me to be someone I'm not. And I don't even know how to be normal
I've never been normal
I can't even remember the last time I was truly okay